It seems like forever since the last time I was in the kitchen or blogged. Life has gotten in the way. It’s been busy and filled with lots of changes, all for the better, of course.
I had been experiencing this quarter-life existential crises over the last six months, and I couldn’t pinpoint exactly what was causing all this turmoil within myself. After some serious soul searching, I realized that I was feeling unchallenged and bored with my current job. My dream job. The job that challenged me. Excited me. I actually looked forward to going to work. I’m not kidding. The job was perfect for me. I get bored easily, it’s just my personality. But this job kept me on my toes, and challenged me minute-to-minute, hour-to-hour, and day-to-day. It was a fast-paced environment with very little down time. I didn’t think I was ever wanted to leave this job. Ever. If you asked me five years ago what my five year career goal was going to be, I’d quickly respond with my current job. Patient care was my thing.
So as you can see, I really struggled with the idea of no longer feeling satisfied by my job. I felt like I was (and still am) letting down my mentor who I admire, and helped mold me into the clinician that I am today. I didn’t want to accept the idea of needing to find another job. I thought this unsettled feeling of my career would pass with time, and so I let time pass.
Well, time didn’t resolve my problem. As my lucky stars would have it, while at a mutual friend’s wedding, my coworker’s husband mentioned his company was looking to hire. This intrigued me. A light bulb went off and I realized that I needed a new career move. So I applied for two completely different jobs within the pharmacy sector, and I recently accepted the position as a pharmacy IS (information systems) specialist within the company I currently work for. I start my new position in a month and a half.
The job will be VERY different from what I do now. I’m going to be a pharmacy computer geek, and I’m so excited by this! It’s certainly going to challenge me in a whole different way, and I know it’s going to require a lot of my time and attention. I won’t be involved in direct patient care, which doesn’t bother me anymore. I’m actually relieved of not being heavily involved with patient care. Patient care has burnt me out, as well as the nature of the emergency room, and long hospital work hours.
Let’s see, other changes… my brother and sister-in-law will be moving to Zurich, Switzerland, for amazing job opportunities to advance their careers. They have committed to a two year contract. So not only did we get the keys to their amazing condo in Manhattan, but we also get a free place to stay when we visit them next summer. Viva la Europe!
And last but not least, my partner has decided to pursue a second Master’s degree, this time in fine arts. She current has her Masters in special education, but her passion has always been art. She’s a talented painter, and would benefit greatly with a MFA. So, she’s planning to apply for the upcoming 2012 school year. What does this mean for us? Well, back for another long distance relationship. Hopefully, she’ll only be 2.5 hours away.
Too many changes. I wanted some comfort food today, and Mexican food was what I needed.
What are your comfort foods?
2 tablespoons extra virgin olive oil
2 cups long grain rice
1 yellow onion, finely diced
2 garlic cloves, chopped
3 cups chicken broth
2 cups fresh tomatoes, diced
1 1/2 teaspoons cumin
3/4 teaspoon chili powder
1 teaspoon salt
Heat oil in a large skillet, and brown rice over medium high heat. Add onion and garlic, and saute, stirring frequently for about five minutes, or until the onions have softened.
Add chicken broth, tomatoes, cumin, chili powder, and salt. Bring to a boil. Reduce the heat, cover, and simmer until the rice is tender and liquid has been absorbed, about 20 minutes. Fluff the rice when the rice is cooked, and then cover with the lid for another five minutes.
Makes 4 to 6 servings.